can you and me save the city? i thought that we promised we would.

up and up you go...

...and next to his heart, to be loved by him

those nights that make our heads spin.

it's moments like these, that make me realise just how lucky i am.

i'm glad you know i'm not from nebraska.

stockings ripped all up the sides...

i find i procrastinate way too much. i become increasingly lazy day by day, just sitting, wasting time, letting the world pass me by. i hope this ends soon. there is so much to do these days, and not enough motivation to do the things there are to do. (bad sentence)
perhaps when my life starts back up again for real, education will create work for my idle hands. i am finding my new life, which is yet to start properly, vastly different from the previous thirteen years of schooling. i had no idea until now, just how much of a shock to my system it is to break from the routine that i was only partially aware of being caught up in. hopefully soon, i shall develop new, comfortable routines, and familiarity will be restored to my life once more. or perhaps familiarity ends with the silver spoonfeeding and handholding that was high school, and i'll have to become a person of change, as someone presumably wise said today. as for the lack of handholding, i find comfort in the amount of support being offered to me. i just have to kick the laziness, and get myself the support i may need. because there are no more silver platters on my horizon. which i suppose is good, in a way. we all need to grow up eventually. i wish i didn't have to sometimes. it'd be nice to be like peter pan...

"someday, if we're both pushing 30 and single, and our body clocks are ticking, i'll marry you."

i'm not sure why i refuse to eat, while my head spins and my heart pounds to a non-existent beat. and i really hope i don't begin again the same way as before, first the window, then it's to the floor. organisation has never been my strong point, and my first impressions nearly always disappoint, hence why my motto is try everything at least twice, because your first encounter with another person won't show you what they're like. that's just my advice.