"changes, changes, everywhere. but if you sit and stare you stay the same....so sit and stare.....you stay the same....so sit and stareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......CHANGE!!"
ahh, childhood. this song was one that stuck with me from the days of play school, when the show was actually good and they had all the original cast like monica and noni. not that annoying justine woman who sings crappy kid's songs. anyway, the reason it floated into the recesses of my mind, was because there have been and will continue to be a lot of changes in my life at the moment. i've finished school for EVER, and am about to start uni, people keep telling me i can do whatever i want. i've had my nose pierced and my hair cut, and i'm open to trying new things. i guess, to use a cliche, the world is my oyster.
or perhaps not. we'll see.
it's kind of exciting, and slightly more than a little scary, how wide open everything is for me at present. no one really tells me what to do anymore, or what decisions to make. it's all me. i frequently am asked 'what do you want?' the funny thing is, when i was younger i used to long for the time when i could do whatever i want, free to make my own choices. but now that time is here, and i don't know if i like it all that much. sometimes i'd much rather people tell me what to do, and make my decisions for me. life would be a little easier if it worked that way. but it doesn't, and i suppose we all have to grow up sooner or later. *sigh* maybe i'll fly away to neverland and never grow up, like peter pan.
the second star to the right and straight on til morning...
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