a confession.

if i'm being completely honest, i'd have to say that i'm lonely. 

sure, i like my own company, and i claim that i'm too selfish to make room for someone major in my life,
and yes i say that if i'm working/studying/going to the gym/having a social life, i wouldn't have time for anyone, but really? the absolute, gritty horrible naked truth?

i just want somebody there. someone to share my life with, someone to fall asleep next to, someone whose hugs are always available. i used to say i was happy walking by myself, so to speak. but i suppose it gets old fast. i'd like to walk with someone for a change.