So,
ever had a night or day, where you should have had a really good time, but because of a range of contributing factors, you just couldn't quite enjoy yourself? and then afterward, you feel really low, and you don't really know why? you just can't pinpoint the exact thing that's bothering you?
or maybe you do know, but you can't explain it out loud because to anyone else but you it sounds really stupid?
yeah. that's me right now.
as you might have guessed.
not a happy vegemite. at all.
quite silly, seeing as it's mothers day. i should be hanging out with my mum, not moping around and blogging on my own.
you know what just occurred to me? blogs are supposed to be anonymous. well, if you want them to be. and mine...well isn't quite so anonymous anymore. seeing as people know it's mine. i just...killed the anonymity.
nice work.
anyway. back to the subject of this post.
so last nite was...not quite what i expected it to be. and i feel rather guilty, like i didn't spend enough time with the people that truly matter. those that are always there.
why do we do that? we spend so much time trying to impress or catch the attention of the people that we know deep down will never be there for us, or who don't appreciate us, and then we leave behind the people that matter, the ones that are there to dry our tears, make us smile, listen, and love. and eventually, if we spend too much time chasing those that don't matter, while ignoring those that do, we'll end up alone.
kinda sucks, doesn't it?
i sincerely hope that this moment of epiphany for me will cause me to stop taking things for granted so that i don't end up alone.
adios.
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