STELLAAAA!!!

i should never be left too long with only my thoughts for company.
it does more harm than good.
today i stayed at home, slept alot, and dwelled on the past.
i do it far too much, i overthink things, hence the title of my blog.
imagination can be a dangerous thing.
you build up hopes and expectations in your head, make things out to be more than they are,
replay scenes from the past over and over and over in your head, until it drives you half-insane.
imagination can make or break you. it can be the seed from which success sprouts,
or the slightest breeze that tips you over the edge and ultimately ends with downfall.
i don't mind imagiation, it's part of who i am.
but perhaps a spoonful of reality, or a dash of perspective, is what i need sometimes, an anchor, to prevent me from being swept away in a crashing storm of over-processed thoughts.

whose reality?